September 2011
2 posts
Sep 23rd
If only people knew...
It has been a gruesome three weeks. Bursts of anxiety, Burning sensations of tension, and serious cases of depression. It all just feels so awful. Your whole life you spend trying to make them happy. You try your best to make them proud. But it feels like it was for nothing. You show that you are responsible and that you want to be happy with them by your side, but that just doesn’t work. ...
Sep 15th
December 2010
1 post
Rise Above
Lost, with no where to run. Turn, but no light in sight. I stand here praying for a cure for this pain that I feel inside. When did this all fall apart. I feel like I have been turned on by all those I called friends. I don’t even know what has caused this to happen. What did I do? Never tried to hurt anyone, but get hurt myself for being so naïve, so blinded by the two-faced...
Dec 7th
October 2010
1 post
And now you have one! Yay!
inconvenientbummer: I really really really want a Nook!!!!!!
Oct 18th
August 2010
1 post
Life and It's Lemons
Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel like a stake is being thrust so far in me, that its impossible to breathe at times. I just want the pain to stop, I want to be happy. I feel like I always look at life so positively, so optimistically, but maybe life is just a glass half empty. Maybe I should just learn to be realistic and see that life isn’t just a child’s dream. Maybe its time...
Aug 27th
July 2010
3 posts
Mmmmm....
Now tonight was a great night! Had a hookah, my romeo and juliet crepe, a bud light, and the cherry on the top (or strawberrys), I spent it with you.  These are the nights that I look forward too.  These are the nights that make me happy to be myself.
Jul 23rd
What is Love?
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion....
Jul 13th
1 note
“Ihop” “No, you hop” “WE Hop” “No we...”
– BethAnne & Mike
Jul 2nd
June 2010
3 posts
Life Sux!
No more to say than that. It seems like when things get good for some reason life just starts playing pranks on you and just turns around in a complete 180. I just dont understand. I hate this feeling, but there is no way to avoid it. Maybe its just me, but i feel like things just fall apart on me, and the funny thing is that this all happens when life is at its best. Good example to follow:...
Jun 22nd
There are. And i will help you see them.
inconvenientbummer: There are no miracles.
Jun 18th
And this is how the cookie crumbles...
Got so much on my mind. So much has been going on, and I am lost in the middle. When did life start to get this difficult? I must have not received the memo. Oh well
Jun 15th
Just one of those days...
Do you ever have the feeling that nothing in the world can go wrong? That everything is just running perfectly? That there are no worries, troubles, or problems? Well for some reason I feel like that right now. Spent an amazing with my brothers and my girlfriend at a bbq for Memorial Day. And finally seen my big bro after a long, long time. Life just feels so good right now. And spending it...
Jun 1st
May 2010
10 posts
May 28th
Fuck I Never Learnt Any of This Shit =...
Ok saying that I am freaking out about this accounting 202 final is an understatement. I feel like I have studied soooooo many times but I am still nervous about how I am gonna do. I can say that this is the most important test of my life, because this is a pass or fail situation. If I dont do well I am completely screwed and will not know what the hell I can do. Alls I know is that with the help...
May 25th
Life is Nothing without you!
I know sometimes it is hard to be with me. I do things which I dont think about, i do things that I regret, but I dont do it to make you feel bad. My main goal in life is to live a life of meaning and happiness, but when things like this happens it just makes me feel like I do the stupidest things, that I cant even control myself at times. I just need you and I know we will make it through thick...
May 24th
FLAGS!!!
Now this is what I call exhaustion. It’s been a long day of selling flags, caps, and more flags to pple at the israeli day parade, and now all I can feel is aching legs, head bursting, and dead throat. But after all, I spent the day with my love and she made the day perfect and ended it with the perfect movie: Igor.
May 24th
BethAnne's Performance
Wow! I loved your voice! That was a great performance! And now I know what pple mean when they say you got a great voice!
May 18th
"Wanna come to a bbq?"
So they say life is good when things happen spontaneously, well i never thought life can be this good. My life just keeps on getting better and better. I feel that my family approves of my girl friend and i feel that she is gonna fit in just perfectly. She is the missing piece to my perfect family and I am so happy that I found her because she makes my life so complete <3!
May 17th
Family BBQ
Let’s see…we are having a bbq at my bro’s today and guess who’s coming along…yep u are my dear. I love you and everything will be fine
May 16th
Robin the Hood
Great choice in a movie! Wow that was great
May 16th
First Post :-)
Watchin robin hood with the most phenomenal girl in this world…love u sweetheart!
May 16th