If only people knew…

It has been a gruesome three weeks. Bursts of anxiety, Burning sensations of tension, and serious cases of depression. It all just feels so awful.

Your whole life you spend trying to make them happy. You try your best to make them proud. But it feels like it was for nothing. You show that you are responsible and that you want to be happy with them by your side, but that just doesn’t work.

When you live life being as optimistic as I, what do you do in this situation? Do you call yourself a fool and see life for what it really is? Or do you believe that everything will truly work.

I need answers to these questions, but where do I go to find them???